Life is tough, Life is unfair!

I am sat here in tears; why is life so difficult? At times, it feels like such an uphill struggle! Before I go into my pity party, I know that I am incredibly blessed to have two healthy daughters, and mine and my husbands health are good too, but life seems to throw so much rubbish at us; why does it all have to happen all at once? I remember a dear friend once telling me that you will never get dealt more in life than you can handle; I grasp onto this when I can, but today is a day that I can't; I can't explain it, I want to scream, I want to shout, life is just unfair and really hard. I think that I am probably not alone in how I am feeling today, have you experienced a day like this, or even a few weeks, months or even years?

A line in a famous song reads, "what doesn't kill you makes you stronger!"; I agree with this, and many a time have I felt that out of a somewhat negative or bad experience, things have been turned around and I have come out stronger; this is the case in so many aspects of my life. But isn't it so difficult to see how much stronger you will become whilst going through it! How do you keep a track of the light at the end of the tunnel?

I don't feel able to write or go into great detail about what is my mind, or what is happening in my life at this present time, but somehow I know I will find a way through it and sort something out.

The mantra I have at the moment is, "life will get better, as seasons change, so will circumstances". I'm not sure really why I wrote this post today, I don't want any pity or hugs, I just needed to clear my head and try and understand why things happen and why they don't.